Love Spell....♥

Is it Love?

2010-11-18T09:00:00.000-08:00

by: Freddie Zabala, Jr.

(Hi Neng I wrote this poem way back in high school. I have no inspiration that time but I know someday I'll have and I believe it's you... This is really meant for you. Happy 4th year anniversary... I love you!)

How can I describe this strong feeling?

Every time my heart is beating.

I wonder if it is just an infatuation

Or a fancy and green imagination

At first, I don’t seem to mind

This feeling that is so hard to be defined

Know that you’re my first and only friend

To whom I can lean and always depend.

But why is it that when you’re beside me

My mind travels to a deeper contrary

Realizing the rapid beating of my heart

I’m afraid that someday we will depart.

Nobody knows what I feel

Every time I ask, they answer no or yes,

Yet I recognize that I’m already in love

And glad for this feeling with my witness, God above…

This feeling is my first time to encounter,

This is just for you my beloved girl

Don’t hesitate to love me, too

Because I’ll do everything for you

Should I let you know and follow my heart?

You didn’t know that I loved you from the very start

Or I won’t just mind these heartbeats

And let them stay till my heart breaks…

Striking Two Mobile Phones in One Date

2010-10-09T01:11:00.000-07:00

As Photographer Moment

2010-09-28T19:59:00.001-07:00

Explore Trappist Monk in Guimaras

2010-09-26T21:19:00.001-07:00

Last September 25, 2010...

Birthday & Date @ the IMH

2010-09-21T03:45:00.001-07:00

Another Night with My BF

2010-08-30T00:52:00.001-07:00

This Man Deserves My Love

2010-07-28T03:55:00.001-07:00

Project With my Boyfriend

2010-07-16T21:15:00.000-07:00

At Fiesta with Boyfriend

2010-06-23T09:12:00.001-07:00

21 Guns: For Brave BLogger

2010-06-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

Songwriters: Armstrong, Billie Joe; Bowie, David; Pritchard, Michael; Wright, Frank E., Iii;

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns

Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Fave Song: I Know

2010-05-24T07:23:00.000-07:00

Yasmien Kurdi I Know Lyrics:
I don't need to own a fancy car
To drive with you around the city
I don't need to live in a
palace like house
A simple home is enough for me

I don't need much
Only your attention
A hand to hold
To make me feel that i am not alone

I know
With you my life is worth living
I know
With you my life is
gonna be just fine
I know
With you each day
begins with a smile

I don't really have to worry
If some things won't workout for me
I don't really have to bother
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/iRA ]
Just as long as you're here with me

I don't need much
Only your affection
To see me through
To make me feel that i am not alone

I know
Together we can make our
dreams come true
I know
That through the years we
won't be growing old
I know
Counting stars won't
be so hard to do

There will be our lowest times
But at the end of the tunnel shines
Our love for each other never fails
Baby i just know

Baby, I just know
I know
I know...

I don't need much
Only your affection
To see me through
To make me feel that i am not alone

		http://mp3lyrics.org/iRA

Thanks To My BF

2010-04-30T11:57:00.001-07:00

FAVE SONG: The Wedding

2010-04-26T08:01:00.001-07:00

The Story of the “Gorgeous Distasted”

2010-03-23T09:28:00.001-07:00

By: Tom-tom

When the taleteller once begun

He started it with “Once upon a time”

There’s a beautiful Princess

And her lucky charm.

What an action-romantic scene!

That a knight coming for a rescue,

For the princess in a hand of a monster and goblins

And always ends with love and kissing.

But when the knight takes off his helmet…

Excitement envelopes the princess while waiting for his prince.

But suddenly, you jumped full of fright

A smiley croaky face for your kiss if waiting!!!

So, is this story in happiness will end?

Or will sounds so disgusting???

Oh, Gorgeous distasted creature,

Always in faith but drowns in failure.

Going on his way but was blocked.

And knocking on the door that is lock.

I wish there’s someone else would see,

That inside of him was an amazing beauty.

Then, they will be astonished by his heart of purity.

So maybe in this way,

This tale will end merrily.

A lady kissed a frog that turned into a prince.

And take care of her like princess in the throne.

Enough story telling!!!

‘Coz I know you will forgotten

But hoping in your heart will not be missing

Good night children!

Going Strong

2010-03-18T12:23:00.000-07:00

Engage Status..

2010-02-25T08:36:00.001-08:00

In My Dreams

2010-02-05T12:49:00.001-08:00

Reo Speedwagon

There was a time
Some time ago
When every sunrise meant
A sunny day, oh a sunny day

But now when
The morning light shines in
It only disturbs the dreamland
Where I lay, oh where I lay

I used to thank the lord when I'd wake
For life and love and the golden sky above me
But now I pray the stars will go on shinin'
You see in my dreams you love me

Daybreak is a joyful time
Just listen to the songbird
Harmonies, oh the harmonies

But I wish the dawn
Would never come
I wish there was silence
In the trees, oh the trees

If only I could stay asleep
At least I could pretend
You're thinkin' of me
'Cause night time is
The one time I am happy
You see in my dreams

We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I don't know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams

I keep hopin' one day I'll awaken
And somehow she'll be lying by my side
And as I wonder if the dawn is really breakin'
She touches me and suddenly I'm alive

We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I don't know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams

We climb and climb and at the top we fly
Let the world go on below us, we are lost in time
And I don't know really what it means
All I know is that you love me, in my dreams
Oh, in my dreams

Our Fave Songs: "As Best Boy Friend"

2010-01-18T13:00:00.001-08:00

Lucky by Jason Mraz

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Our Fave Songs: "As Best Boy Friend"

2010-01-18T12:59:00.000-08:00

Lucky by Jason Mraz

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

My Love Story Part III

2010-01-04T13:26:00.001-08:00

Another experience that I can’t forget is when we were about to go back to our apartment but it’s raining. We don’t have any umbrella and we think that the rain won’t stop so he told me to just walk under the rain. So we don’t have any choice. But guess what he took off his uniform, and gave it to me and cover my head… It’s additional point for him. Actually, I know even though I had his shirt on my head I will still be wet but I don’t care.. I enjoy the moment… But everything was not enough. I mean even his action shows his feeling, it’s not enough. I need words; words that he would tell me that he loves me. But I never heard any word like that. Our internship is fast approaching. I was soconfused where to have it. In Manila, Cebu or just in Iloilo? Wanna know why? Because of him. I don’t wanna be far from him. Puto girls will undergo their internship in Cebu, Fam2 will go to Manila (at the same time my aunts & uncles are living in Manila). But one thing that made me decide to have it in Cebu is when one night, He, Jerre and I were in the room talking about internship. During that time they mentioned about going to Manila so that he can meet her TEXTMATE Liz… Oh, I felt like I was spilled with hot water and my temperature went up to 100 degree. I can’t take the situation and I went outside…
His textmate! So damn! I can’t get over it. He really got on my nerves. I told to my self I will go to Cebu & find another man because I want to be far from him. I don’t want to see him anymore. I hate him…. So funny to think about my reaction. Bu even though I have those thought, I cried when I went to Cebu because I will leave him. But I told to myself I have to, I need to be far from him, to know my feeling same with him. But I don’t know why is it that his memories kept hunting on my mind. I miss him so much… During my stay in Cebu, I only think about the time that we will meet again. Instead of forgetting him, I love him even more. He always calls me. And we were talking as if we are in a relationship. Actually I’m confused if he’s already my boyfriend. And everything goes on and on… Until one day. Nov 19, I’m not feeling well. All the Puto girls went to the church but I was left in the apartment. At night they texted me that they will attend a party. Party of our Air force friends and they want me to go there. But I’m not in a mood. So instead, I just texted him. Conversation went on and on…. Until such time that he asked me one question that changed our life. Past 11 when he started to talk about his feeling… And finally he asked me this question. “Are you willing to accept my love?”…. When I receive that message, my whole body was frozen. I was just staring at the message for so long. I don’t actually know what it means. I also don’t what to say any word. I didn’t receive any message from him. Maybe waiting for my reply…. I was confused. Will I say yes or no…? If I would say no, what if he will be hurt? What if he would never say those words again? If I will say yes, will I be happy? Is this the right thing to do? Without thinking what’s the right answer to my questions, I replied to his message. “Yes, I do! I love you too!” But guess what his reply… “Is this true? Bc natuyo ka lang….” Hahahahah…. Then, that’s how it goes…. Nov. 20….. The same date when I broke up with my X. Not my intention but I just realize that when God closes the door, He opens another window. A lot better, a lot happier and someone I truly deserves.

♥♥♥Memories of you! ♥♥♥

2009-12-15T07:11:00.000-08:00

(~First love sentiment~)

It’s all I thought that everything was over. That all I felt was gone by the wind. That I have already forgotten you! But I was off beam! Still, your memories linger not only in my heart but deep within my heart. I’m trying to forget you, but I can’t do. Still, I can see your face smiling, your eyes trying to say something to me but I could hardly understand. I’m afraid to deduce ‘coz I’m afraid that I will misconstrue it and I will thought that you love me, but the truth you don’t.
Maybe I’m so weak, that I can’t tell you how I fee, this feeling that I’ve been hiding for more than a year. I know I’m not that strong – why? ‘Coz I’m scared that you will just pity on me. And I don’t want this to happen or you will just take advantage, only not to hurt me… I want that someone will love me because they really do and not because they are forced to do so. There are a lot of guys out there, more handsome, smarter, and even more than you do but I really don’t know why my heart speaks you name and want you here beside me. ♥♥♥

But whatever happens my heart is still here patiently waiting and hoping that one day you will wake up and realize you love me too. I know it will take a long time and maybe not anymore but I will make this a wonderful memory that somehow I knew someone… someone I loved but someone not meant for me… ♥♥♥

But I’m so thankful that you’re so good to me. And one thing I’m thankful to God that he made me an instrument to let you change – change for better. Hoping that someday if you will be with someone you love, she will love you the way I do and she will make you the best you can be – much better than I do… Thanks for being a part of me. Hoping someday you will see, realize and feel the same way as I do. For my love for you will never cease, no matter how long it takes… My love will always stay and I will cherish and treasure the memories of you!♥ ♥♥

“♥♥ ECHOES OF OUR HEART ♥♥”

2009-12-04T07:07:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we close our eyes and just listen to the echoes of our hearts. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lost ourselves in our own emotions. More often than that, we wonder why there are love that grows and love that grows cold. We should start to research fro answers and find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we have started for we can’t question love for it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been… silent, mysterious and deeply profound.
Many of us believe that love is forever, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts longing. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled but love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the strength to let it go when it decided to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it last and then freely open our arms when it has to say goodbye.
When we fall in live with someone, we don’t want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, everything that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But if it doesn’t then we should never let our lives be taken by it, for life should not end where heartaches begin.

There’s always a reason why we have to move one. When we have to say goodbye to the feeling that we wanted to stay forever. Let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart. For love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs. We may have lost it but then again, when we close our eyes and listen to the echoes of our hearts, we will hear that feeling responding silently forever.
Then we’ll know that it has never let us, for the good that we have become because of love that will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be happy not because we have lost love, but because once in our lives, that feeling lived in our heart and made us happy.♥ ♥♥

My Prince

2009-11-24T06:32:00.001-08:00

♥♥♥I once dreamed to be with a prince… I mean real prince. Someone who could give me everything… bouquets of flowers, chocolates, roses, carousel, palace, jewelleries and lovely dresses…everything I could even ask for that could make me exactly to be the best princess… That’s what exactly I was thinking about when I was thinking of my ideal prince… But as I grew up and became aware of the real world, I do realize that it’s only a fairy tales. Things that I could only read in the books, pocket books and magazines… Sounds weird right? Yeah it was…. That’s how my wild imagination runs by… When I first fall in love, I thought I found my prince… but I just soon realize I’m not fully in love… It’s not love at all, but an experiment of love, hoping to find my real prince. Yes indeed. I simply believe in happy ending. I simply believe in my wild imagination thinking that when I want something, I could have it. I once dreamed to have my first and last love… But look what happen, I end up blaming myself why I can’t make it. Why I can’t even make it be the first and last…♥♥♥

I’ve tried to find the answer, yet I found it to where I have started. It’s just within me. Everything is not a game to be played. It’s not something that I could just simply imagine and dreamed about. I realized that dreams and reality are different. ♥♥♥
Life is what we made it… Chances just came along because we choose to have it. Love is a matter of choice and not a matter of chance just like fairy tales. And there I was, realizing I was falling in love with someone I didn’t even expect…. Not the prince that I was dreamed of… I just woke up one day, telling myself… I love this man… And I have chosen to be with him. When I felt this, I’m not even thinking about any material things… Not expecting to receive anything just like what we have seen in the movies. But everyday of my life, I received this kind of LOVE I could never explained. ♥♥♥
For almost 3 years in this relationship, my love for him grows even stronger… The man that I never wanna lose in my life… No matter how it takes, with the help of God… I know that even though fairy tales are not real, I will have this happy ending with my prince in our own palace with God as our foundation of this everlasting LOVE… ♥♥♥
I want you to know that you mean so much to me. Nothing in life I ask for but a happy life with you… God knows how you mean to me… no matter what it takes… I’m just here for you! I don’t wanna promise, yet my heart says so… you know how it beats when I’m with you!!! I’m just hoping and praying for our healthy relationship. Thanks for being my strength, my best friend, my best partner, my lover, my everything~….. YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!!! Take care…GOD BLESS!!! ♥♥♥

My Love Story Part II

2009-10-26T12:04:00.000-07:00

So how did I exactly know his feeling? From friends, from classmates, from him? Actually I don’t know. Not unless one day… Ok this is one special moment I can’t forget about him. Well, when we were in fourth year, 11 members of our class stayed in an apartment. And oh, I think everything really started or maybe continued because of that. We started August. Ok, One day maybe in the month October I was in our room, then suddenly he went inside.. We talked… And he asked me, “M.U. na ta?” It’s like my world suddenly stopped. And I don’t exactly know how to answer that question. Why is there an answer to that question? M. U. means Mutual Understanding. Then, he sent a message on my phone… “M.U. na ta? No reply means YES!” hahaha… He was so unfair, wanna know why? Because he knew I didn’t have any load. Oh, so unfair.. But actually I don’t know how to react…. I just smile because for all I know M.U. does not require an answer… Actually I’m so happy and my love for him grew more and more… But to continue the story, he got mad at me because I didn’t answer him. So since he didn’t get any reply from me, he walked out and slammed the door. Actually I’m not worried. When he left me, I smile.. my heart smiles with great joy. Actually I have lots of memorable experience with him, during our courtship stage but I know it would take one whole blog to tell our story, so I’ll just tell those stories which made a great mark in my life.

Are you also wondering why is it that it seams like he was so sure that I love him? Oh, again it’s because of Phone, message…. Like that?! Wanna know why? WRONG SENT message. I don’t wanna talk about it. Hahaha.. Just to give you some idea. Instead of sending it to Fatima I sent it to him. Really so shy… So I can’t talk about it… hahaha… Just ask me personally. But is it really a wrong sent? (Honey B, I’ll just tell you the truth about it… personally. ^♥^ ) ♥♥♥♥

My Love Story Part I

2009-09-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

                                    We all have different stories to tell. Love to cherish and memories to ponder. I know you have your own love story but I’m so proud to share to the whole world that I’ve got the best love I had. Well, I’m not yet married but I can say that I’m very happy with my present relationship. Not because we don’t have any problem but because we overcome the problems and challenges that we encountered in our relationship. Wanna know how it goes? Do you have any idea who’s the man I’m talking about? 

Of course I know you do! It’s not secret anymore, right? Actually the first thing I really want to ask even to my self is how did everything started? That’s also one of the question we keep on asking with each other. First, I really don’t picture my self being with this man. I mean, who knows, right? We are close friend. Maybe because He’s the president and I was the Vice president when we were 3rd year? Hahaha… That’s the only thing I can think of. But actually we are good friend. We talk a lot about our life, personal life, his family…. I think I don’t have to elaborate it…. Inforgers are aware of it. But I don’t know if he could still remember the time that I asked for his advice way back when I broke up with my X… He’s a good adviser and I couldn’t understand why I hate his advice. Do you know what it’s all about? His advice was that he wanted me to give another chance to my X…. Oh, how do you think I would react with his advice? To be honest I should be grateful because he’s giving me a good advice but my heart was totally crashed. Really damn crashed. I told to myself. What a silly man… So far that’s how I thought everything started. I mean my strange feeling for him… To tell you frankly, it’s not a good advice for me. I was expecting that he would say, “No, don’t give him a chance. Stay away from him. Hate him. You’re not meant for each other. There’s someone meant for you, and that’s ME! ” hahahahaha… What a thought.. Can you imagine I was thinking that before? Oh, my gosh… I’m so shy with my revelation… Wanna know why? Because I could still remember that during those times whenever the INFROGERS, esp. Puto girls asked me if I like him, I strongly said, “NO! MARK MY WORDS! I will not fall in love with him!” But I really don’t know if I speak in the heart. It seams like I don’t know my self anymore… But one thing is for sure… During that time, this man was really special to me… But the big question I had in mind was, “Does he really love me?” And that’s unsure? So, how did I know it? Well, before I answer that question, let me tell you one memorable experience that keeps hunting on my mind. Fatima & I have the same birthday. We were in third year and it’s the beginning of summer vacation. Fatima & I were in the bench talking about anything. I was holding Fatima’s phone and suddenly. “One message receive from ChairPer” It’s him. So Fatima told me to read the message for her. So opened it up and began reading. I was surprise that the message was about me… It reads, “Fam, pls. Don’t tell Yanny I will call her tomorrow and I will use different number and I will pretend to be a stranger.” Hahaha…Got it! I was really laughing… I can’t overcome it same with Fatima. My birthday came but I didn’t receive any call from any strange number or strange man. I’m so sad and disappointed. But it was almost 10 p.m. when I received a message from a stranger. Actually I can’t memorize the exact message by it reads like… “Happy birthday, actually I want to call you but I can’t contact your phone because of error in connection. So I just send a message. My gift? Hugs and kisses”…. So it’s like that. Then Nestor sent me a message. One thing I was wondering about is that they have the same first 8 digit number with the strange number who sent the message. And the sim that Nestor was using during that time came from Freddie. Hahaha… Got it again… So the next day, I kept on asking if anyone knew the number but, no one knows…. So I ask him but he denied it… Its ok, I knew it was him! Hahaha… But it’s not enough… I mean what does it mean? Well he has lots of textmate… So maybe it doesn’t mean anything.

“UNSURE”

2009-09-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

They say that falling in love is the greatest feeling… Something that is so hard to explain. “Oh, feels like heaven!” How true are these words? Unsure…

Yes, unsure! How will you describe the feeling of falling for someone who could never love you back? It hurts!!! Pain surrounds you heart. Then how could you hide the pain if all you wanted to do is to cry your heart out… Can you fake a smile on your lips just to pretend that you’re happy and everything is alright? Can you fight for that feeling even if you know that you will be hurt even more? Sometimes we just have to… and moving away is the best way to do so… Unsure…

Does moving away can ease the pain or lighten the feeling? How sure are you that you’re just the only one who sacrifice with the things that you will do? It’s not easy to move away if all you wanted to do was to stay. It’s not easy to do all these things if he is the one your eyes and heart was searching for… Unsure…

Pain had once enveloped my being… darkness dominated my world thinking there would be no one to lighten it up. How long will I stay in the darkness? How long do I need to wait to see the light and experience the real happiness? Unsure…

Many had tried to lighten my path, maybe yes they do yet I can’t see it… As I continue to walk through the path, I’ve seen a light from far apart. I was amazed, so I continue walking through without noticing that the thorns fall little by little. Thorns that cause so much pains & heartaches. I was almost there to see the light yet it's unreachable… These light gives direction to my life, ease the pain that I fell, and help me to move on and continue to persevere in the darkness. It brings back the happiness and helps me to love life again… Now that I was almost there, how long will that light stay to brighten up & give direction to my life? Will I stay the same after the light leave to be in the place where it should be or be drown by the darkness that once envelope my being? Or will I be the one to leave to let others experience the happiness brought by it? Will that light intended for me? Will it stay forever with me to brighten & direct me to the right path? Will all these things possible, if almost all the things are unsure?

Yes everything was unsure but life is a matter of choice… It’s up to us to find the happiness that we deserve. If you give up, you’re a looser… regret in the future!!! If you love someone let it be… don’t hinder your feeling! There’s nothing wrong in fighting for it as long as you know that there’s nothing wrong with what you’re doing… Love has its own time, its own reason…unsure..

Pains and heartaches are part of our life. I had experienced all these things… Why do I have to feel it when all I have done was to love? I don’t want to feel this again esp. now that I can’t stay away from the person who gives me light & help me to move on. Sometimes I want to give up & stay away because I’m afraid that I will not be the one he needs & someone who could make him happy. I’m afraid that I will fall in love & soon be hurt. I really don’t want to be hurt again. If only he didn't let me stay close to him… but things are left UNSURE…

When will I be so SURE????

Troubled Love... A mystery after All...

2008-07-28T01:28:00.000-07:00

   The trouble with some women is that they get all excited about nothing - and then marry him.

                                                Cher

Love is the self-delusion we manufacture to justify the trouble we take to have sex.

Daniel S. Greenberg

If pleasures are greatest in anticipation, just remember that this is also true of trouble.
Elbert Hubbard

They say that love is the best feeling ever felt by human. That when both of you are together, you will be able to work things out. That you can do everything in the name of love and this love will last for ever. But how true are these words? How will love last forever in this world full of mystery? The answer is unknown...

Love is a matter of choice or by destiny? But, if you love someone let it be. God knows how this love will work out. If you don't love some, let it go... You have to set its wings free.. If it will comes back to you, then it's yours. But if it will go away, God has prepared someone meant for you... Sometime love is not what we thought it was. Time will come that love will be in trouble. It is whether to test if love was really meant for us or not.

When you love, you must remember that it is also accompanied by sacrifices and hard work. Not all the time love is likely to be in good condition. The troubled love quotes above show that there maybe times

where love would be in trouble. Yet, things will only depend on how the two of you handle that trouble and how you will be able to over come it. Being in a relationship is not merely doing everything you want. Not only being together, hugging and saying those sweet words of love. Love is also fighting and struggling for all the obstacles that may come your way. This is to test on how strong the foundation you have set for your relations. It tests on how far you will be able to suffer and fight for love.

If you're like someone else who's been through into a broken relationship or divorce, you know that the pain brought by this circumstances can be excruciating! The trouble for many people after their breakup or divorce is that the pain can be so unbearable that without realizing it, they unknowingly do something that are counter-productive in healing their pain. They actually stay stuck in that pain, and sometimes forever. Sometimes, even when you think that you have dealt with the pain of the breakup or divorce and put your past relationship behind you, there's still more healing work to be done. You just didn't realize it. There are some things that remind you of a certain time and person that you were with. Other times, someone will say or do something that reminds you of a past relationship and you realize that even though days, weeks, months or even years may have passed, there's still more healing to be done. If time passing is the only thing that needs to happen in order for us to heal our pain and broken heart, then all we have to do is let a certain amount of time pass and poof- just like magic- our pain was be gone and our heart was healed.

Unfortunately, this isn't the way the healing process works. It isn't just the time that's important. It's what we do with that time that determines whether we heal our hearts or not. If we ever hope to heal our heart and find the courage to truly open yourself up to love again, you're going to do some things besides simply letting time pass.

Being in this situation is not that easy. After the moments and experience that you've shared and dreamed on, things ends up that easily... But life is a battle. You must stand up and fight again. Learned from your experience and love again.. Trouble love may happen to us but after all, you will understand it's mystery.

Is It Love or Crush?

2008-07-28T00:47:00.000-07:00

"How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways."
Elizabeth Barrett Browning, from How Do I Love Thee?

"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness."
by Oliver Wendell Holmes

"Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within the reach of every hand."
Mother Teresa

"Love is the emotions that catches you unaware and causes you to laugh when you're discourages and cry when you want to be tough"

      Isn't it really nice to fall in love and receive those simple yet touching crush and love quotes? Definitely yes!

    But how can we distinguish crush from love? What are the difference between the two,  since both involve feelings of attraction to the opposite sex.

           Crush is just a temporary feeling of admiration towards the opposite sex. It is based on what the object of your desire looks like, and your perception of what that person might be like. Maybe you like the way he or she looks or the physical appearance, the way he or she dressed up, walk, smile, dance, sing or even just his or her, two deep dimples. But these admiration does not go beyond deeper feeling. It lasted only for a while or for a short time. In crush you can't look straight into the eyes of the person you admire. You are shy and very conscious with how you look, talk or even walk. You want acceptance and you are afraid to be ignored. It is almost an obsession that you cannot control.But when we speak of love, it used to have a vague definition as many of the human emotions and feelings, mainly because they use it to be a little beyond the words. 

Love lasts for a lifetime. It is a feeling of being happy and comfortable with some one you love. Sharing dreams and plans together and making things work out. If you love someone they occupy a great deal of your thoughts and you have a tendency to put their needs above your own quite often because you really do love them and want the best for them even if it means giving up a bit of what you want for that to happen. Love fills your life with purpose while crushes just fill it with fantasies. In crushes its just fun to fantasize about someone but in love you live a great deal of your life in accord with what that person needs to continue to be in our life.

It is really important to distinguish the two inorder to understand their existence and how they affect our lives. This will also help us to understand how we will handle our relationships on our own.

Love with a Silly Thoughts

2008-07-27T23:16:00.000-07:00

"Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparking in lovers eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears. What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet."
By: William Shakespeare

How will anyone explain this kind of quote? Funny? Playful? Refined? Foolish? Harmless? Any of the choices may be considered right! For all I know this is a silly quote!

When we speak of silly, this word means foolish. It shows the lack of good sense and wisdom. Showing irresponsible behavior. It may be weak or harmless. It may also be playful or giggly, it may imply ridiculous or irrational behavior that demonstrates a lack of common sense, good judgment, or sobriety .

The quote stated above is an example of a silly love quote which is widely used as an expression of love. But how could we define the word love? The first thing that comes on our mind when we hear the word love is merely attraction. But it is a word with different meaning to different people in different places. But let me define it as a strong, ineffable feeling towards the opposite sex. It represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the sense of affection and sexual attraction. It refers to a variety of feeling, state and attitude, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction.

Love can be expresses in different ways. It depends on how the person understands about it and on how he or she expresses it. It may often vary on traditions and belief of a certain community. Anthropologists such as Claude Levi-Strauss show that there are complex forms of courtship in ancient as well as contemporary primitive societies . Love is often expressed by making love letter, sending chocolates and flowers, courting at home, offering services to the family, sending love quotes to your love one and a lot more.

    But how could one manage to make a silly love quote? Is it to attract someone? Just to make fun? or it's just simply his own way to be different? For what ever reason stated above, there is one thing for sure, it was made with purpose. Made by someone who has intention to make his or her quotes something unique. It is their way of expressing how they feel. For them to be recognized. But in some ways it is because they don't have something with good sense in their mind. Writing with out wisdom, so they end up making silly love quotes. What a waste if that was their only reason. But sometimes it maybe considered an art.

Try to find out if this is really silly....

Silly boy and silly girl
sit silly in their silly world,
talking of such silly things
and all these silly feelings.
The silly things it makes them do;
saying silly things that are not true
and no, it’s not so silly to say,
“These two were in love that day…”

It’s in this silly world of theirs;
come silly thoughts and silly dreams -
dreams of other silly things
and doubts in silly feelings.
Silly; they run away from this -
a life of silly love and bliss
and no, it’s not so silly to say,
“Fools die young in love today…”